Just another rant... continue life as normal...

Ah the beauty of a blog when one has nothing to write but still wants to. I suppose I could gripe about the fact that I have ten thousand plans for my life and I just can't seem to get one started, but I won't. Or the fact that one of my best friends is moving across the country at some unforeseeable future time, but again, I won't. How about the fact that one of my other supposedly good friends always comes to me when he's feeling down about his life and needs my reassurance? There's another no. Although so far this already seems like griping. It all doesn't really matter, I mean, these people matter to me of course, but that doesn't change the fact that I can do nothing about the situations at this point in time. I just need to get my own stuff done right now. I have an application to start a course I've considered doing over and over again but haven't gone for, that I sent a few days ago. Even though I'm a shoe in to get a place in the course it doesn't lessen the scariness of the situation. It's exciting too, though, it really feels like I'm starting to work towards what I really want, which is to move overseas for a while, and I can't do that without some sort of financially viable career, which is where the diploma course comes in. So it's all a nice, neat little package (as long as it all works out). Too vague for you? Oh well, I'm not one to go into specifics until I'm more sure of what's actually going to happen. It's sort of like the whole fairytale of making a wish, but not telling anyone because then it won't come true. Just in a more adult sort of way, less wishing, more doing.
In general I'm happy anyway, so it's all good. Though it's getting colder here by the day, but we are starting winter here in Australia, so naturally the whole drop in temperature makes sense. I do like the cold, but of course I can still complain about it, it makes it kinda hard to think when you're too busy trying to control the chattering your teeth make in the cold.
Random rant over, feeling much more inclined to go to sleep now (good old 12am).

Stay tuned in the next few days for part 2 of my Twilight analysis. Part 2: The Acting continued.

Laters

PS. Happy 23rd Birthday for the 13th May, Rob Pattinson. I hope you had a great, relaxing day, and that the fans left you alone a bit more to enjoy some quiet time.